Hi sunshine.
Today I realized my strength.
I remember knowing you for the first time. I have loved you ever since, but I never knew that. I struggled so hard to keep telling myself we can’t ever be. Everyday, I’ve tried looking distantly just so I could believe there could be someone better than you.
There’s so much people who’ve been in my life. They promised me love and acceptance, but eventually, they led me to a realization that he was right, I’ve got a lot to learn.
The biggest mistake I ever did was leaving him behind.
I came back for him, if only he knew. That time, it was almost obvious, but I told myself still that I could hold back what I feel within. As time goes by, I tried getting in another relationship, well you couldn’t call it a relationship that much. At least I could keep myself busy and still convince myself that we can’t and was never meant to be.
But hey. Sa huli, sayo pa din pala ako babagsak. Sa’yo na sinabi kong hinding hindi ako maiinlove. Eh bakit ikaw pa? Bakit?
Basta. Hindi mo malalaman to. Isasama ko sa hukay ang lihim na ito. (Source: shewhoeatswhenupset)
I HAVE A VERY BIG PROBLEM.
I have FRENCH TOAST in my bag. I want to eat it but I’m inside the library. :-( (Source: shewhoeatswhenupset)
So Yeah.
Funny how I’m blogging stuff while I’m here at our library extension. Madocs kind of blocked Facebook so I’m here now at Tumblr. Well, for starters, this is the first day of school in 2012 and I still can’t get over of what has been happening. To shorten things up, I’m kind of making a resolution. It’s entirely a not-keeping-my-eye-off-the-prize resolution. I am going to be a Dean’s Lister and nothing’s gonna stop me. Not even my feelings. And if some wanna leave, I’ll let it be. After all, if they truly love me, they will understand. (Source: shewhoeatswhenupset)
Anong gagawin ko?
Andito ka nanaman. Akala ko okay na ako. Paano na ang pinaghirapan ko? Lumayo ka sa akin, please lang. Hirap nyan makasakit pa ako ng iba, yung bang sakit na naramdaman ko din noon. Ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman ko? Sya ba o ikaw? Ikaw ba o sya? Hindi ko na alam. Hayaan nyo akong mag-isa. Hindi ko pa kailangan yan sa ngayon. Bata pa ako. Marami pa akong dapat atupagin. Kaya ko kahit wala ka/sya. Kung sino man sa inyo. Whatever will be, will be. (Source: shewhoeatswhenupset)
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